JERK!

ok so, he's ignoring me like forealz. i guess he lost feelings for me again.. i left him messages on myspace, but no replys at all.. i called him, no answer =/ i guess i have to except it.. good thing im leaving stockton for a week.. stockton so depressing.. so many problems here. since he's not talking to him, i wont talk to him even if i leave hawaii for 2 weeks. because right now, he's hurting my feelings. maybe he found a perfect gurlfriend already.. sigh.. but wutever as long he is happie.. i can never be friends with him. i dont believe in a gurl and guy bestfriends. cuz one of them will like each other. so i wouldnt talk to him ever again.. what he's doing right now, hurts alot. i dont like to be ignored but i guess. wutever.. ill leave with it.. its better like this so i dont think about him.. i need to keep busy..live life.. i cant be sad anymore! i need to be happie =] neways.. im tired. its been a long day at work.. and work tomorow and after that, gotta pack wen i get home..sigh.. and wash my clothes too.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!! im excited to go L.A.. yippppeee =] ill post up pictures wen i get back or while im over there if i get connected wid the internet.. well yea.. goodnite now.. byyyyyyyyyeeee

*sigh.. got soo many problems right now.. =/

i just got home from a party and im really tired. Today was a long day! i cant really think right now so ill probably write tomorow what happened todae. im too sleepy.. (-_-)..

ok so what happened this day, well there's a secret graduation party for jonathan. so me, rachel, and my sister took him to the mall. we did some shopping. i bought lotions cuz each is three dollars so not bad.. and we just walked around. after that we tooked him to NUBI's.. yummyy... heheh my favorite is banana, cheese cake, and i forgot the other one.. haha but its yummy.. it was really really cold inside too. i was freezing cold.. neways, we left the place like 6 40 cuz we had to take him to the party already. He knew that we were gonna go watch a movie in dublin.. haha it was funnie tho.. neways, we got to his house and his mom came out and took him inside. we dint get to watch how he reacted tho.. but yea.. he got surprised.. there was alot of food. im getting fat again.. sigh.. so depressing.. but wutever.. we just danced the whole nite and watch people performed.. it was a long and fun day.. that's what happened this day. heheh.. ok bye now..

SAD

This few days, ive been sad becuz ive been texting him and calling him but no reply back. i dont think he's thinking about me =[ maybe i shud forget bout him too since he forgot about me.. neways, work is been a rough day, i need a vacation right now.... i need to get out of stockton!! sigh..

Today was another slow day at work.. i was super bored. but towards the end of my shift, it got busy.. so it was a good thing. I like the weather today, it was nice. It was windy and cloudy. Thats how i like it! Im not a hot and sunny day person. i like cold weathers..i wish it was windy and cloudy everytime..neways, i got off at work at 5 today because i had my meeting todae. when i got home, took a shower, dry my hair and then straighten and got ready and then left for the meeting.. Meeting was good todae.. OH yea, ROBERT is here! He surprised everybody. And someone is very happie that hes here.. hehhe. but yea next week is our international district convention. im really excited. OMG! cant wait to see cute guys.. hhhaha jk.. neways, i still need to write downs what i need becuz i dont want to forget anything or else im dead meat.. haha.. OF course i dont want to forget my laptop cuz how am i gonna write if i dont have it. neways, i just ate, and im sleepy.. hehhe.. and i got work tomorow again.. sigh.. im goin to sleep early todae so byeee...

Work was super slow today. I hate days like this, time goes slow. Right now, i dont feel like typing what happend today. so ill just post up pictures..

this pictures are from jojo's grad party:

Bills, Bills, Bills

I hate bills!! i got so many things to pay! im totally broke.. Todae, i got my check at it was $451. This money is gonna be gone becuz im paying my sister 340 for my palne ticket to hawaii. i have like 110 left. so i have another bill, which is my laptop.. i have to pay it all off by this week, which cost 285.. and then i got another bill to pay, which is my credit card. i owe 357 to my credit.. since i dont much money on my checking, im taking some from my savings, which i hate doing!!! i hate bills.. OMG!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... neways, that's life! I hate responsibilities but i guess you have to face it once you get older.. once all these bills got paid. im finally stress free.. sigh.. i cant wait to go to hawaii. i will have fun and not think about anything that will stres me out.. neways, today was a slow day at work.. but the time went fast for me.. my coworker bought a cake.. it was delicious! =] i took a peice home too... i know im supposed to be in a diet but yea.. i couldnt resist it.. but im starting my diet tomorow tho.. haha.. im bored right now. im waiting for my boo to wake up becuz he's sleeping.. he's tired from work.. i miss him too =/ neways, i need to go do something now.. so vavoo!!!!!

This morning, i was tired. i woke up around 6 cuz the people who lives with me are to noisy but i went back to sleep. so my alarmed woke me up at 10. after that i watched tv for awhile until it was 11.. i was killing time.. hahha.. when it was 11 i got ready cuz i had a date.. hehe... we went out to eat an uno's.. we ALWAYS go there... thats like our place.. haaha.. after that, we went to bestbuy to look for a laptop. i dont know how long we were there, but i was tired already.. but it was worth it cuz i was with him.. hehe =] i have to cherish every moment cuz u never know u will regret it someday.. neways, he ended up buying a TOSHIBA not TOSHIBI.. hahah!! =] "sorie if i was rushing you." well after that we went to watch a movie at 4:30. we watched "Hangover." this movie is like so funnie.. hahha everyone who was watching this movie was laughing in the beginning until the end. so yea, you got to watch it!! neways, after that we just went home and went to eat at taco bell before he left.. Today was fun.. i enjoyed this day.. but its too short =/ dats what sucks!! i wish i can spend more time with him.. sigh... well im tired now and i got work tomoow again! " I HATE MAH LIFE ".. ok goodnite.. byee...

Today, i woke up at 8 and then straight to cleaning my car, becuz its super dirty. and now its super clean =] and then after that, i cleaned my room cuz yea its dirty and now its fresh and clean.. heheh.. well i cleaned the whole house and im super tired.. after that, i just sat down and watch tv and now im online.. Right now, im super hungry, but im on a diet.. sigh.. neways, todae is saturday, and its time to party! haha jk.. ima hang out with someone todae =] i think were going bowling and then eat and then movies?? but iono yet.. haha.. its better if u dont plan it.. haha but that person gets mad at me.. i think? haha.. neways, im looking forward to a great day! =] so ill edit this later on what happend.. ok then.. laterz..


ok so, i ended up going to jojo's party at 7 and then left at 9 to hang out with this person.. we went to target to buy something and after that, we didnt do anything becuz it was too late already.. its my fault cuz i came late.. the end of the night, we just kicked it but he was sleepy.. so i left him and just went to my car.. and we argued by texting.. and i left around 2 in the morning.. but yea, thats mostly what happend dat night.. so yea.. bye

Finally today is friday!!! Time to have fun.. haha =] neways, today was another busy day at work.. sigh.. but i was sleepy. i went to sleep at 12:30 last night and woke up at 5:30.. and i didnt feel like waking up to go to work todae.. but i had to.. neways, i was feeling down today. maybe its the weather... it was gloomy.. probably dats why.. and my coworker noticed something was bothering me but im totally okae.. haha.. hes concerned about me.. neways, im really sleepy right now. i got to go service tomorow morning so yea, i think ima sleep early today.. so vavooo!!!

JoJo's Graduation

Today, was a busy day at work again.. but yea, enough work. after work i went to my friend jojo's graduation ceremony.. here are the pictures.. i didnt really take that much but yea..

When i woke up today, i said to myself, "i hate my life". becuz working sucks! haha.. but todae was a busy day again at work. and the guy keeps annoying me.. Ugh i hate him.. todae i was yelling at him.. haha.. neways, tomorow we have an inspection at work, and im working early.. i have to go in at 9 becuz my manager is super nervous about everything. he wants everything to go right so we have a good score. but wutever.. it makes me nervous too becuz there going to be watching me.. Ugh.. but wutever.. hahaha.. what else happened todae??.. uhm.. that's mostly it.. neways, tomorow im going to Jojo's graduation ceremony.. im excited for him.. his getting older.. i remembered him when he was just a little boy and he was super fat.. super cute.. hehe.. neways, i just got home from my meeting and im really tired.. so byyyee...

LAME!

Today is another tiring day. Working sucks! well neways, this guy at work likes me, and he tried to talk to me, but i was ignoring him cuz he annoys me alot. everyday he annoys me.. well todae, he was like " this is the first time i see u wearing make up" and i was like WTH?!.. well he's like retarted.. but i ignore him if he talks to me cuz like ewwwwwwwwwwww.. he's super ugly!!! haha im not trying to be mean but its the truth.. and he asked if he was my type and i was like, i might hurt ur feelings and then he said no u wont.. so i told him straight up and said, " your not my type so back off " and this one time he asked me if i want his number, and i was like just give it to someone else.. haha.. and one of my manager told him that i had a boyfriend so he would leave me alone.. so he did leave me alone for awhile, but then todae, he started to talk to me again.. but yea.. ewwwwwww.... JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!! Neways, enough about him.. It was slow at work, not like yesterday, super busy.. todae wasnt really hot. the weather was good. its cold and windy. the way i like it.. haha.. well todae, i got off like at 6:30 becuz the next shift was late.. i hate it when shes late...but oh well.. im used it to it.. neways, that's all what happened todae. notting interesting.. haha...ok then ima go rest now.. c ya laterz...

Exhausted

Today, is the first day of june and its monday. i hate mondays, cuz i feel lazy going to work.. sigh.. but neways, today was super busy at work. i was getting frustrated to becuz no one was helping me..and i was mostly doing everything.. i got my break like around 4 and i was super hungry. all i ate today was a small salad, becuz im on a diet.. someone told me i was fat, so i gotta loose weight. *ahem.. and plus im going to hawaii so i gotta look good so i can wear my bikini.. hehe.. neways, about work, i feel like quiting but if i do, no money for me.. haha so i gotta work. and i got so many responsibility. i wish i was a kid becuz you dont have to worrie about anything.. haha.. but im not getting younger but getting older.. *sigh.. neways, i got home around 6ish. now im really tired. and i got a bad headace.. ok then, ima go relax now.. laterz....