JERK!

ok so, he's ignoring me like forealz. i guess he lost feelings for me again.. i left him messages on myspace, but no replys at all.. i called him, no answer =/ i guess i have to except it.. good thing im leaving stockton for a week.. stockton so depressing.. so many problems here. since he's not talking to him, i wont talk to him even if i leave hawaii for 2 weeks. because right now, he's hurting my feelings. maybe he found a perfect gurlfriend already.. sigh.. but wutever as long he is happie.. i can never be friends with him. i dont believe in a gurl and guy bestfriends. cuz one of them will like each other. so i wouldnt talk to him ever again.. what he's doing right now, hurts alot. i dont like to be ignored but i guess. wutever.. ill leave with it.. its better like this so i dont think about him.. i need to keep busy..live life.. i cant be sad anymore! i need to be happie =] neways.. im tired. its been a long day at work.. and work tomorow and after that, gotta pack wen i get home..sigh.. and wash my clothes too.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!! im excited to go L.A.. yippppeee =] ill post up pictures wen i get back or while im over there if i get connected wid the internet.. well yea.. goodnite now.. byyyyyyyyyeeee