Dentist

Today, I went to dentist to have a deep cleaning. They only did the top part today and the bottom next time.. I would do it all but it cost like 400 dollars and I don't have that money at once so I paid half today.. They numb it so i kinda feel funny.. And I can't feel my nose too haha.. But it feels good to have it deep cleaned.. Before I left thy gave me a tooth brush, collgate, and a floss ;) I got it for freeeeee.. Who doesn't love free stuffs????? I'm not complaining.. Well yea I work in one hour but before I go, I'm just gonna go window shopping at crossroads :) yeeee! Have a nice day!!

Sleepless Nights

So lately I haven't been having a good night sleep cuz of my annoying itchy rashes that I had for weeks.. It literally took over my life. Stayed home for days cuz I looked terrible!! I don't remember the last time I had a good night sleep.. Hopefully I get do get one tonight cubim tired.. I'll try going to sleep now cuz I hve a dentist appointment at 10 and then work after that..

Goodnight!

NEW CAR

So about two days ago, i trade my honda accord for a used 2005 toyota corolla. Finally i will have nomore problem with this new car.. im really happy cuz now i can go far and travel.. haha and finally visit that special person in my life.. well yea thats all bye.. hahha

Why Would I Ever?

This song is dedicated to him:


Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you
Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you

Wait a minute baby
Tell me whats up lately
I been knowin you too long
Why you hidin something
Thought we was through with frontin
I can tell that somethings wrong
How could you even think that
I wouldnt have your back
Its me and you against the world
No matter what we go through
Im a always roll wit you
I promise Ill be your girl

Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you (somebody say)
Why would I ever, baby Id never
Cuz I just wouldnt know how to get through (somebody say)
Cuz you put together every piece of me
And baby you you know exactly what I need to be (talk to me)

Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you
J said whe you rolled up
You was yellin off the chain
Get mad when I cant make time
Shoulda known that Im on my grind
Babe you know its all in your brain
Now we been through some problems
Trust me we can solve them
We got too much in it to lose
Youve always been my best friend
Stop placin your bets when
Baby Im not leaving you

Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you (somebody say)
Why would I ever, baby Id never
Cuz I just wouldnt know how to get through (somebody say)
Cuz you put together every piece of me
And baby you you know exactly what I need to be (talk to me)
Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you
Tell me why did you ever question (question everything we stand for)
Between us (we got that)
Have you seen us (we got that love)
We got that love
Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you (somebody say)
Why would I ever, baby Id never
Cuz I just wouldnt know how to get through (somebody say)
Cuz you put together every piece of me
And baby you you know exactly what I need to be (talk to me)
Why would I ever, why would I ever
Why would I ever think of leaving you

Everyday...

im missing him ='[

my only one wish..

see him...

*sigh..

JERK!

ok so, he's ignoring me like forealz. i guess he lost feelings for me again.. i left him messages on myspace, but no replys at all.. i called him, no answer =/ i guess i have to except it.. good thing im leaving stockton for a week.. stockton so depressing.. so many problems here. since he's not talking to him, i wont talk to him even if i leave hawaii for 2 weeks. because right now, he's hurting my feelings. maybe he found a perfect gurlfriend already.. sigh.. but wutever as long he is happie.. i can never be friends with him. i dont believe in a gurl and guy bestfriends. cuz one of them will like each other. so i wouldnt talk to him ever again.. what he's doing right now, hurts alot. i dont like to be ignored but i guess. wutever.. ill leave with it.. its better like this so i dont think about him.. i need to keep busy..live life.. i cant be sad anymore! i need to be happie =] neways.. im tired. its been a long day at work.. and work tomorow and after that, gotta pack wen i get home..sigh.. and wash my clothes too.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!! im excited to go L.A.. yippppeee =] ill post up pictures wen i get back or while im over there if i get connected wid the internet.. well yea.. goodnite now.. byyyyyyyyyeeee

*sigh.. got soo many problems right now.. =/